my mother dragged me to a pretty amazing thing tonight. first it was ‘green drinks’ which was interesting, lots of people there with presumably interesting stories, with the intention of meeting others. i ran into a girl who was a ‘youth mentor’ on the leadership initiatives for eath [l.i.f.e.] trips i went on [which seems to not even have a website now, which is sad because they were a good organization.]

me in the life days! vargas island in clayoquot is pretty amazing. and yes, i was fucking sweet.
then in the latter part of the evening was meeting to see an xo computer with a group and was inspired by intelligent people who are doing things… projects etc… i wish i wasn’t so lazy. and lawn bowling! i wish i was doing something interesting with my life. i know i am young so i have a while but i just can’t help but feel i am wasting time doing something i am not interested in. my boyfriend is intelligent and doing something interesting, so many others are… it makes me feel lacking in comparison. i fear i will feel ‘undereducated’ for life.
i fell in love with the eee, actually.

’tis amber-sized! [that is small.] yet so reminds me of keith’s ibm thinkpad which i reluctantly love. although it does not have the amazingly sweet finger mouse button thing which all laptops should have!
ps: once again, the jig is up! hi mom :P i know, it is a crime to desire some parent-free zones in life.